Things are a Growing

well it has been almost 1 month since we planted are garden and it is really starting to to Grow I am
already tasting the Tomatoes. I am so greatful that Noelle helped me make them.












these are the flowers in front of my house now that I am not working I had the energy two plant some flowers ok lets be honest I would never have been able to do it without the help of Gary I just told him what to do as nice as posable after going to 4 stores two find the perfect flower I went with a different color also must give thanks to Holly and family for planting the small flowers

Scout comes to play

Scout came to play for a weak while his mom dad and sister went to the beach . Scout told me he thought they loved him but it was him or the lap top and they took the lap top. We have talked to Scout and I assured him that staying with us was better then the beach I think it worked this year but he won't be young forever and I am not sure how much longer he will go for this idea.but with a little coaxing and friendly sniffing and all is well.
After much playing and sniffing they were all
tuckered out for about 10 min Lucy loves having a play mate that has as much energy as she dose poor Maggi just likes to lick Lucy not so much Fun

Miller

This is one of my friend Mandi W new Baby Boy his name is Miller Scott he is named after me (miller is my maiden name) I was lucky enough to spend some time with him so he could bound with me they were in Dental school and they are done and they are moving back to Utah and I will miss them so much.Mandi always helps me when I ask and even if I don't Mandi thanks for scrap booking with Me you are the best!

trying out diapers

My Maggie dog has start having potty troubles and after making me crazy going potty on the carpet she is about 9 years old and has done great in the past but all of a sudden she start peeing on on my carpet so I went out and bought dogie diapers and she looked so cute they even had a hole for her tail but they were to big she is so dainty kinda like me !!!!

My Weekend

I had a great weekend I was able to take in a soccer game of Capri on Saturday morning She played Great ( I would put a picture in here But her Mom has not posted them yet ) after that I had the horner to be at the sealing of our friends Jeff and Noel I was the official babysitter before the sealing and I got to get her dressed. she is such a good baby here is a picture of me and Rachelle(I stole for Noelle's blog)
after that we went a B.B.Q than we went and got some flowers and mulch for the front yard we have lived her for two years and there has been nothing but weeds the flower bed stay tuned for those picture and I will give and up date on my garden

Mothers Day

Every Mothers day I think of my mudder which is a nick name I gave her at some point in my life for some reason it was probably because I am so funny she is so amazing one of the most giving people I know if their is anyone in need she is there to serve. she is the one that taught me to smile and to never give up. That the goesple is true, some of my favorite memories of her are going to the hospital in the middle of the night to get treats from her locker she worked the midnight shift and always had treats. Going to girls camp with her she was the stake camp nurse and was the fun mom all my friends loved her.I remember riding horses with her one day in the field behind the house with one of my brothers I don't remember what we talked about I just know she was there and this Memory makes me happy. I remember singing in her bedroom a song( Silver hair daddy of mine) ok that might not be the name of the song but that is a line in it I loved singing with her and in my mind we sang great!!! shopping she taught me this very well much to my fathers amazements and now my husbands . She taught me to play games I have so many great memories playing games with my family I love my Mudder

Now on yo my next subject being a mom? I have a hard time with this Subject this mothers day for some reason I fell like talking and sharing this is your warning so here it goes. 11 years ago I became a mother with hope of becoming like my mom this is my Madilyn Joy when she was born I was so happy she was perfect as time went on we learned how perfect she was as she passed way when she was 9 months old. So now on mothers day I am reminded what I don't have on this earth. and how I long for her and to to hold her to have some one to call me mom. I look at other women and long for their crazy lives. As years go by I never know how I will feel one year to the next this year for some reason has been hard. it could be that I am not working every day with kids or my health is worse and I now know that having kids of my own in this life will not happen and that hurts me to the core or maybe because I have wonderful friends who have had little girls and it reminds me of what I don't have or it might just be some kind of mix of it all. all I know is that it is hard to smile today. After some tears I was helping a friend by driving one of her daughters to soccer practice as we were in the car she was talking about mothers day and then she said to me don't you want kids. I paused and said more then you could know . then she went on to say you know that god loves everyone even people without kids or a family.these things help me smile .

Now that I have whined I need to leave this on a bright side I know that my heavenly father has a plan for me and my family and we can be together forever if I do My part for that I am great full . So for most days I am great but today I am sad. this is probably the longest post I have ever wrote or ever will but I felt like sharing. and one big thank you to all you out there that share your kids with me . I love it ,I often stop and think what will the future have in store for me? I guess I will just smile and hold on for the ride for just like my cute little friend said to me god loves everyone.

(If you read this all I am sorry for all the typo and grammar and punctuation issues )

Allison Paige

Me and Allison

Monica Allison & Mandy Mandy is due any day these Picture were taken at the Hospital the day after Allison was born I feel very blessed to have such good friends that allow me to be in their life's and in the life's of their children they all make me very happy.

fun for Mar

The other day I was lucky enough to have some visitors at my house Moinca Noelle and Jo came over not so much to see me but I was the meeting place why they did mom stuff I played with the boys and took a few pictures of Andrew and Jordan. I hope they make you as happy as they make me